lepas bace novel...

hahhaha....aku baru habes bace novel nie.BETULKAH by AMANDA ANIQAH...really light tapi sweet...pasal bff yg bertukar jadi kapel...sungguh susah...dlm story nieyh..x de plak yg mustahil..cm ok je bile diceritakan...n nampak sweet...aku ade bff...ade jugak yg berani2nye ketuk haty nie...tapi aku x benarkan msuk...sbb aku x pecaya bff bleyh tuka jadi soulmate forever...len lah kalo aku ni single n tak pernah kapel...maybe aku try...tapi..sbbkan haty aku pun maseh berisi,.. 

so nk try bff sendiri after dipelawe..no way lah kot...x sanggup aku...hehehhe...for me...bff is everything...kawan2 aku dunia aku...lover aku...someone yg dh berjaya curi haty aku lah...kdg-kdg ade jugak aku terpikir..ape salah kalo kite choose kawan baik sendiri as kapel kite...yelah..kite dah masak dah dgn dye...baik buruk dye...ganas lembut dye...sume dh phm sgt dah...hubungan persahabatan kite tue..kite indahkan dgn perhubungan yg makin sah disisi agama...hem....bolyh tahan idea kali nie....tapi tetap x masuk otak..hahhaha..bile akal berlawan dgn nafsu...cm nilah....semuanya jadi berantakan..nafsu nk ini..akal kate ini...haiyh....mesti pening an...mane x pening...kdg2 kite takut hubungan persahabatan kite akan tergendala lepas kite bercinta dgn sahabat kite tue...t kalau clash..dh payah nk baik....huhuhu..

.tapi bagi aku lah kan...kalo dh name bff..mestilah kite fhm dye seadanya....nakal nye...lawaknya..rajuk nye..sumelah....so x de bendelah yg kite nk pkkan agi an...so bagi sesape yg kapel dgn bff lepas ue clash...haish...nmpk beno..ade yg kurang disitu.....hem..pk2.kan lahhh.....nampak cm tak bape betul tapi baiknye juga ade..kalo kite bersedia..sumenye akan ok..kalo kite x bersedia..x lah jawapannye...huhuhu...bercinta dgn bff ea??

nanti aku siasatkan......sbb aku...x kan jatuh cinta dgn bff aku...sbb kami dh janji..akan jdi kawan terbaik sepanjang hayat kami...so..x mungkin...nk2 pulak. bff aku sumenye laki...n sumenye...pernah menaruh perasaan..so dgn sng hatynye..aku menolak mereka dari jadi pasangan hidup aku..penah dgr...bile kite syg kan org..kite kene lepaskan....nilah yg aku tgh buat...bile aku sygkan org..aku lepaskan....biarlah dye bahagia dgn org lain pula...cukup dgn kesenangan yg dye ade...kite dah cukup gembira...kan2...biar dye dpt kasih syg dari org lain pulak...hahhaha....baiknya aku???tanda org pasrah cm nielah....

family day out!

salam-salam..haha...satu hary berjalan lagi!! bersama umi  n kakak n adek n aty n keluarga makcik yg rapat. kul 3 kuar kul 10 baru balik...oppps jgn wisau..kami solat kat mall lah...hehehhe....seronok tak terkata bile aku dapat beli 2 buah novel atas tajaan umi tersyg...hahaha....dlm adek badek aku...brg aku lah paling mahal..sebb aku bei 2 buah novel...hehe...akak aku beli baju kat pacific...adek aku 2 eko ue beli tudung lagi...n aku sebat beli 2 buah novel....aku naik rambang mata bile masuk popular hayiiissss....bile lah ongkos nak banyk ni...akak aku spent kan suku dari gaji aku untuk beli novel2 kegemaran aku...hehe...

seronok tak terkata bile aku jumpa novel yang seiras dgn ape yg aku tgh alami skunk...aku nak bace sbb aku rase ade jalan penyelesaian dlm novel nie...takpe2...akan aku selesaikan masalah aku ni secepat mungkin...aku bukan nk hidup dlm keadaan menyakitkan ni. tapi mase dan keadaan yang memakse aku..huhu..bile lah aku nk keje...buku kpp dah habes bace..lepas nie beli buku latihan plak...lepas ue buat ujian komputer terus. maklumlah org ngah amek lesen. kadg2 aku x phm jugak skim belajar nie....aku bebetul x phm....aku kene dijelaskan dengan panjang lebar...barulah aku fhm..naseb baiklah 13 jan nanti akak aku cuti. so....boleyh lah dye hantaq aku g buat latihan untuk 9 jam...hehe...

Allah mmg dah sediakan jalan kan....so ikut jelah...aku dah rancang dah... nanti aku dah nak start keje..hehe...really excited...tapi x tau lah bile aku leyh mula..huhu...nk keje...nak beli novel lagi...hahaha...seronok dpt out ngan family even ayah x de..huhuhu...ayah busy...so dye x ikutlah...kami anak beranak je pegi...seronok jugak..masuk parkson belikan ayah baju..hehe...g kluang mall..-jalan-jalan...aku masuk je kedai buku..hati aku yg lare ni terus terubat...yelah nampk buku...buku baru sampai pulak tu...mmg tgu habuan lah nampknya...hehe.. x sabonye.....aku doa-doa..Allah mudahkan segala urusan hidup aku sekarang n sampai bile-bile...amin~ hanya kepada Allah sahaja aku berserah!

satu hary keluar mencari ketenangan.

25/12..hem....hary natal....hary aku meronggeng jugak...sepatutnye aku bace buku lesen...tapi...aku x bace pun...aku meronggeng agi ade...hahahhaa...aku jalan-jalan..keluar ngan akak aku, sepupu2 aku...kami berempat je..n first time dlm hidup aku...aku kai skirt labuh...mmg mcm pompuan...tapi sbb aq x de bju agi nk pakai..aku sentaplah skirt yg tak pernah gune nie...hehehe...tapi nampk comel lah plak.. HAHA (terperasan).. sowi2...

dah bape hary sebenarnye mood aku hilang... naseb baik novel mini aku dah siap.. xdelah aku pkkan sgt bende tu...hemm....skunk ni aku ngah nk amek lesen..buku ngah otw nk bace...tapi x tau lah.... ngoklah keadaan ni cm ne..hehhe... aku kuar ngan abg du n abg sujak. ngan kakak sekali.. jalan2 kat parkson... ade sale lah katekan.. banyk baju cantik2... tapi duet xde.. so ngk jelah... ramai jugak aku ngk kawan aku dh keje..aku je belum keje agi...huhuhu..haraplah aku dpt keje nanti... huhuhu... x sanggup nk duk umah lame2.. harap jugak aku dpt lesen cepat..boleyhlah aku g keje nanti..x de lah nyusahkan org..huhuhuhu... lepas ue.... akak ajak ngk wyg..dye belanja...aku lenjan je lah...hehh..aku kuar tanpa bwk duit sesen pun.. gile an aku... hhehehhe...saje...bukan saje...mmg xde duit pun...aku save money untuk somthing.hehehe.. secret... shuuuuhhhh..

hahhahaha....nanti dah setle secretnye aku habaq la kat sini. skunk ni x de papelah....aku rase release sikit bila hang out ngan akak n abg2 aku....dpt jugaklah aku menceriakan suasana hidup aku yg aku rase makin lame makin gelap.huhuhuhu... x kuase aku nk hidup dlm keadaan mcm ni...so, pape pun yg happen skunk nie..aku kene kuat hadapi cabaran...kene kuat tanamkan azam aku..n tunaikan janji aku pde dye yg menunggu....tapi aku mmg betul respect dgn yakuzalah.x penah aku jumpe manusia mcm ue...gile penyayang....dye mcm kakak...x kan pernah lepaskan manusia tu lari dri sisi dye..aku just nk dye tahu..aku x penah hilang dri dye..cume ngklah ..sape yg x ingt sape  nanti....insyaAllah dlm tempoh mase nie...aku still contct lah..walopun x  kerap...but at least..aku tahu perkembangan

dye...x kesahlah...wat mase skunk nie...x de sape yg boleyh menceroboh hati aku...selama 3 tahun akan aku beku kan..same mcm aku bekukan perasaan ni mase f1 sampai f3...hehehe...harap berjaya lah...kalo diizinkan Allah....kalo dlm mase 3 tahun ni...mmg aku x dpt nk kawal perasaan aku,hem....aku kalah r...surender lah jawabnye....hahahahha...doa-doalah..aku mampu tamatkan deal ni. baik2...dah 5 hary dah deal ni berjalan....nak tgu 3 tahun agi...terer ek aku buat perjanjian...giler membunuh!...berani je aku ni..kalo dlm mase 3 tahun ni aku mati...aku dh kire mungkir janji lah..huhuhu..bahaya aku...x mau r..hehe...aku kene langsaikan janji aku dulu..so aku doa2...Allah panjangkan umur aku...aku kene jelaskan semuanya kepade yg berhak tahu,, so aku harap allah kuatkan semangat aku...n last sekali...aku nk minx maaf kan semua yg aku pernh kecikkan hatylah...

n last sekali...aku doa Allah ampunkan dosa aku..yg besar mahupun kecil.....huhuhuhuhuhu....doalah yg terbaik buat aku..sokongilah aku...jangan lah berpaling tadah pula.,,,ketenangan yg dicari masih belum ku temui..huhu..insyaAllah..seminggu 2 lagi..aku sibuk..so aku xdelah mase nk pk kan hal yg bukan2...hahahahaha...iman najjwa terbaik dlm sejarah...so buat yg terbaik...tawakal sahajalah..Allah bakal tentukan semuanya..ade jodoh,adela...kalo x de..nk buat cm ne...sabo jelah...hahahahahahaha...ketenangan yg aku crik..hilang sekejap je...yg lain..semua xde yg berhenti...sbuk memanjang...huhuhuhu...

i don't love you..coz i hate love so much now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

macam mane kalo korang terpakse memilih antara dua? dua-dua bagus... dua-dua menjadi idaman kau..tapi kau berhak pilih satu @ sebenarnya kau x payah pilih langsungkedua-duanya dan pilih org yang xde kene mengena dgn kau. pernah rase mcm tu?? aku lah tu...sepupu aku pun ade yg rase jugak mcm nie...tapi dye hebat. dya kapel n skandal dalam satu mase...aku x mcm die...hati aku ni berbolak-balik...kejap A kejap B....entah macam mane ntah aku ni...bile A ade dgn aku...aku happy....bile B dgn aku...pun aku happy.....bezanya cume mase..A ialah org lepas yg maseh menunggu...B pulak org skunk yang juga menunggu...2 2 menunggu....what am i supposed to do....? aku kalo boleyh x nak biar kan soalan ni main2 kat dlm pale hotak aku wat mase skunk sbb aku x ready nk bagi komitmen lebeyh2 pade bende yang bukan lagi real...samar2 lagi..berkabus lagi...ntah aku dpt ke x...ntah2 aku ngan org lain...dyowang xde pun tersenarai dlm calon hidup aku kat luh mahfuz....masalahnya.....bende ni dtg juga....confuse aku dibuatnya..

Aku ceritakan ea. Mula dgn A dulu. He's my long time ago but we still contact to each other. He is very nice person and I admit I love his character. He is really good in every relationship that he made. He knows everything about me. What I love, what I hate, what I half/half . Means he knows everything. He knows my family very well, understanding me much more and the things that I amazed about him is his love. He wait for me till now after 5 years,can you imagine that? Really tough day you know. Now we all is getting adult. Everybody will choose their own way, make a move right now. Same like me...I'll do the thing too in 17 years old now. Love is the thing that majority want to find now...

Story about the person named B, he is different. He love me to much. He say it everyday. He said that he will never marry another girl person if the girl is not me. What can I said...He just lay his 100% love on me ONLY! Simple word is obsess. He is the kind of that person. He just wanna make sure that I'll be his priority next. He will wait for me till his last breath..(he said)..I  can't said no because that is his right to do so. I've said to him that he can choose another women after this and my responsibility is pass now. He just to love me,to love me. What can I say? I'm speechless. I didn't ask that. He gave me. All of that is his right....I've no right to block his feeling towards me. Who am I to do that? Now you understand right? I'm in between...the charming person and the lovest person. Both of them have these stuff. I'm not doing something stupid...I didn't ask them to do all this towards me.


The question is...
*when A will forget about me? 
*when B stop obsessing about me? 
*which one that i need to choose if both of them are  the last choice that i have?
*will i be happy with A? 
*will i be happy with B? 
*when the true person come?
*who the person that i need  to choose?
* is now the right thing?
*what will happen to B if i accept A? 
* what will happen to A if i choose B?
* what will happen if I didn't choose both of them?

These the questions that already, always playing in my mind...The things that I think I need to do now is focus on my study n enjoy my life without love from the specific person. That's the thing that I need to do n I must do now...I don't want to think about love in this age..Its just make me messy..I'm not belongs to sit in this situation..I have my own life...I just wanna forget all of memory that have related with love..I'll take a long step  to stay away from this hard, shit feeling..They all just sucks!

I just wanna stay away from this problems..Its make me dull all day..moody.. n I can't thinking well..I do not know whether I love both of them now..or I just play the game...or I just lay my beautiful feeling towards the wrong person.? what am I thinking right now?I know I have to make a choice..but not now young mans...I need my time..I need my life back..I hate being in this situation...making friends is everything for me....I love my single life..but I know I must do a thing that adult do next in 3 years or maybe when I'm getting 26 years old and maybe that time I know the person who is really made for me. Now I will shut up and hear what you say.Say everything that you wanna say guys. Say it but i'm will stick on  my principe, I will never give both of you my answer now till the right time comes to me..Thank you for laying all your kindness to me.  I appreciated it...but I need time...

Betul cakap kawan aku, yang aku patut lepaskan semua nie pergi. Jadi bende ni takkan ganggu aku lagi..Aku lepaskan korang..Aku takkan simpan korang as bakal lelaki aku...Aku takkan..korang buatlah pilihan sendiri nanti...Aku hanya dtg dengan seseorang yang aku pasti dia milik aku...Skunk ni aku x pasti sape2 pun...dalam dunia ni...aku percaya 2 org je....ayah n amza yang merangkap kawan aku, kawan baik aku n abg aku sendiri. He is my bro..so kalau nak tunggu jawapan dari mulut iman najjwa ni....tunggulah lagi 3 tahun ye..aku akan buat keputusan yang terbaik untuk kita semua. Aku yakin aku boleh buat. Aku x ank bincang apa-apa pasal hal cinta dgn korang lagi..lepas nie....makin keraslah hati aku...dan masa tu..aku harap korang boleh terima seadanya keputusan aku dan jangan sesekali mempertikaikannya. bila saja keputusan aku dibuat, maka semua perjanjian aku sebelum ni dengan kamu berdua TERBATAL!. mungkin aku telah memberikan harapan palsu kepade kau berdua. tapi memang betul..cinta zaman sekolah hanyalah harapan palsu..takkan pernah real pun. jadi sementara ade mase lagi 3 tahun...korang patahkanlah cita-cita korang tu awal2...supaya nanti lepas 3 tahun ..hati tu takdelah saket sgt...n cariklah org lain dlm tempoh 3 tahun ni....aku tetap disini....macam biase menjadi iman najjwa yang biase...yang bahagia...doakan aku mampu membuat kputusan yang baik..untuk kite semua...doakan aku x mati juga..sbb kalo aku mati..korang x dpt tahulah ape jawapan aku...doakan aku bahagia walau dgn sape pun aku pilih nanti sbb orang yang mencintai seseorang akan sanggup melakukan pengorbanan terbesar iaitu sanggup melihat kebahagiaan org yang dikasihinya dgn org lain...salam buat semua...bubye!!!

encik mimpi!!

aku baru bace satu post dri blogger aku....encik mimpi...huhuhu..betul kate dye...satu hary nanti...aku kene teruskan hidup aku tanpa bff aku...kita akan bagi komitmen kat pasangan hidup kite..walopun kite bersahabat seutuh mcm mane...walopun kite anggap bff kite ue mcm siblings kite sekalipun.. somday kite kene gerak jugak...sbb kite ade komitmen kat org yang dinamakan partner kite...aku akui susah untuk kite asingkan kasih syg kite kat bff dngn bf.. mmg susah..kdg2 kite keliru...tapi..aku x kan...aku tahu ape yang hati aku pilih...kalo bff aku syg aku...dia akan support aku an...dya x kan hilangkan diri sehingga sampai tiba masenya...betul jugak kate encik mimpi nie....kdg2 kite lebyh selesa dgn bff kite dri bf kite....sbb maybe bff kite ue dah lame kenal kite....aku akui..aku syg sume bff aku...tapi aku xde sekelumit rase cinta pun kat dyeowgni untuk bff yg lain jantina lah.....aku tahu sape yg aku nk pilih...hati aku ni ikhlas pade org yg nakkan aku saja..aku tahu...bff aku janji akan sentiase support aku...aku pun..sbb aku bff dye...

someday kite kene berpisah wahai sahabat-sahabatku. dan mase perpisahan nanti..jgn lah kau soalkan kenapa kite perlu berpisah..kau kene ingt...kite dah besar..kite ade taggungjawab sendiri...betul kate yakuza..kawan untuk sementara saja...kite bergerak sendiri jugak nanti...kite ade komitmen yang nak diberikan....sekarang...saat yang ade...hargailah ye...hargai semua mase yg kite ade.sebelum masing2 membawa haluan masing2...aku syg korang sgt2...satu saat nanti..kite pastu berjumpe...aku doakan kebahagiaan dan kejayaan kamu sume wahai sahabat ku......

breaking dawn-christina perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

(Pre-chorus)
One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

(Pre-chorus)
One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

(Pre-chorus x2)
One step closer

One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

makin syg ...makin takut...

makin syang..makin takut...bende ue lah yg aku nk ckp kat dye....tapi x terckp pun....takut perang agi....tau x...bile dgn dye....lagi2 in call...haty nie rase lain....aku happy sgt.....tapi bile msej...bile dah mcm2 soalan aku bagi..kgkdg aku sendir yg seram...bende nilah yg aq x tak mau rase sebenarnye...aku x nk rase bende musykil cm nie...aq takut nk ckp bende nie kat dye...kalo lah nanti dye bace bende nie..mesti dye phm..nape aku suke tanye bende bukan2 kat dye....mmg salah aku..suke tanye bende yg bukan-bukan kat dye..tapi entah lah..mmg habit aku agaknye...huhuhuhu..nk ckp cm ne..x taw laaaa...risau nye haty nie...bukan ape..dye...aku....budak ue...kawan2 aku....sumenye sebahagian dri hidup aku...aku x marah dye msj ex dye..sikit pun x...ko nk bergayut lame2 pun x pew...sbb aku pun kgkdg bergayut ngan kawan2 aku lame....yelah name pun kawan..bnyklah sembangnye...ni dye ngah angin ngan aku nie....aku pk mcm2...aku syg dye....aku tahu aku syg dye...aku tau aku x leyh reject dye dlm hidup aku...tapi kgkdg aku takut..mane tahu sume nie hanya salah 1 persinggahan aku jew...x real pun....kire sia2 lah nanti...perasaan...sapelah yg boleyh kaji...diri sendri yg rase....dye maybe dh x suke ex dye....tapi ex dye???might be buat plan untuk rapat dengan dye semula...mane tahu...n mase  ue aku???cm ne????aku kene tinggal...tarik diri..or kekealkan hubungan yg ade pengacau nie...takutnye...sbb uelah aku ckp..mkin syg..mkin takut....nilah sbb utamanya aku tanye soalan yg bukan2....kat dye...kalo dye boleyh jawab..kire dye hebat lah..tapi rasenye....dye marah bile aku tanye cm nie...aku tau dye hot tempered...huhuhuhu...aku selalu sgt uji haty dye....padehal dye setia ngan aku....huhuhuhu..seksa nya haty nie iman najjwa...sabar jelah...Allah tahu sumenye yg berlaku...

the house that built me-miranda lambert

I know they said you can't go home again
I just had to come back one last time 
Ma'am I know you don't know me from Adam
But these hand prints on the front steps are mine

Up those stairs in that little back bedroom
Is where I did my homework and I learned to play guitar, 
Now I bet you didn't know under that live oak
My favorite dog is buried in the yard

I thought if I could touch this place or feel it
This brokenness inside me might start healing
Out here it's like I'm someone else
I thought that maybe I could find myself
If I could just come in I swear I'll leave
Won't take nothin but a memory
From the house that built me

Mama cut out pictures of houses for years
From Better Homes and Garden magazine
Plans were drawn and concrete poured
Nail by nail and board by board
Daddy gave life to mamas dream

I thought if I could touch this place or feel it 
This brokenness inside me might start healing
Out here it's like I'm someone else 
I thought that maybe I could find myself
If I could just come in I swear I'll leave
Won't take nothin but a memory
From the house that built me 

You leave home you move on and you do the best you can
I got lost in this old world and forgot who I am

I thought if I could touch this place or feel it
This brokenness inside me might start healing
Out here it's like I'm someone else
I thought that maybe I could find myself
If I could walk around I swear I'll leave
Won't take nothin but a memory
From the house that built me

waiting outside the line-greyson chance

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living blind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around,
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

Don't wanna have to force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I’m trying to be patient (I’m trying to be patient)
The first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines


You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

bottom of the ocean-miley cyrus

It's been in the past for a while
I get a flash and I smile
Am I crazy
Still miss you, baby
It was real
It was right
But it burned too hot to survive
All that's left is,
All these ashes

Where does the love go
I don't know
When it's all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you've just become like everything
I'll never find again
At the bottom of the ocean

In a dream, you appear
For a while, you were here
So I keep sleeping,
Just to keep you with me
I'll draw a map,
Connect the dots
With all the memories that I got
What I'm missing,
I'll keep reliving

Where does the love go,
I don't know
When it's all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you've just become like everything
I'll never find again,
At the bottom of the ocean

(Voice)
This is it
Let go
Breathe

You don't have to love me for me
To baby ever understand
Just know I love the time we both had
And I don't ever want to see you sad
Be happy
And I don't wanna hold you
If you don't wanna tell me you love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for both of us to say
Be happy

(Voice)
Be happy

wish you were here (lirik & kord) -avril lavigne

G
I can be tough
         D
I can be strong
         Em                          C   
But with you, It's not like that at all

         G             D
Theres a girl who gives a shit
            Em
Behind this wall
                    C
You just walk through it


[refrain]

               G
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
     D
You left them running through my head
         Em
You're always there, you're everywhere
                     C
But right now I wish you were here

G
All those crazy things we did
D
Didn't think about it just went with it
      Em
You're always there, you're everywhere
      C
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]

G
Damn, Damn, Damn,
D
What I'd do to have you
Em
Here, Here, Here
C
I wish you were here

G
Damn, Damn, Damn,
D
What I'd do to have you
Em
Near, Near, Near
C
I wish you were here.


SAME CHORDS ( G D Em C)

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss



[refrain]  SAME CHORDS ( G D Em C)


All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here


[chorus] SAME CHORDS ( G D Em C)


Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge] (NO CHORD)
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus] SAME CHORDS ( G D Em C)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

someone like you-adele

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

rolling in the deep-adele

There’s a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it’s bring me out the dark,

Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and I’ll lay your sheet bare,
See how I’ll leave with every piece of you,
Don’t underestimate the things that I will do,

There’s a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it’s bring me out the dark,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can’t help feeling,

We could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I’ve heard one on you and I’m gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won’t be shared,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
I can’t help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands

(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it with a beating,

Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You’ll pay me back in kind and reap just what you’ve sown,

(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,

But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.

pade kau yg sakitkan haty aku...

huh,jejaskan mood aku je mlm2 nie....tetiba kau masuk chat..hem..nk apelah kau....aku ingt aku dah boleyh lupekan kau....even ko ade pertalian darah ngan aku...yang pasti aku dah try untuk amek ringan dgn ape yg ko buat..tapi aku sendiri yg mkn haty....sume nye bermule cm ne....cm ne??hem...nk tahu....sejak ko masuk asrama dan aku keluar asrama..ye..sejak ue....ko rase kite x setaraf....aku raselah...ape yg aku nk ckp nie..sumenye aq punye pendapat..n ape yang aku rase...maybe aku sowang je yg perasan atau ape...ko ntah lah..ko perasan ke sume yg berlaku kat sekitar kau...aku mls nk carik pasal dgn kau....mals nk besarkan hal ni...tapi aku x tahan...sbb kau....kitowang mcm dilarang berkwn dgn kau..mentang2 kau anak yg bagus....standard kau x same ngan kitowang..sbb ko duk sbp...cuti. ko x pernah balik...aku x taulah ape yg aku ckp nie bakal mengguriskan haty kau..tapi aku nk ckp jugak..sbb haty aku dah x tertahan dh ngan sume yang aku selindung nie...ko pandai....family kau mmg support kau...aku sokong bab ue...tapi mkin lame ...aku perasan yg korang adek beradek..masing2 jauhkan diri kau dgn kitowang....kalo ko balik pun...ko just uruskan kertas2 ,buku yang berlambak atas katil ...kalo ko xd keje pun..ko duk je dlm bilik..x bergaul pun dgn kami nie..sepupu kau sejak kecik...ko tahu...dulu mase mak ade...tiap kali bile ko nk balik...bape girang haty org tua tue bile ko sekuarge nk balik....tapi bile dye meninggal....ko balik pun x....!!..malah kau x diberitahu.....aku betul2 geram dgn kau.....geram sgt...!!aku x tau lah nk geram kat ibu ke..kat  kau ke..tapi yg pasti aku geram kat seluruh family kau mase ue....SELURUH FAMILY KAU....aku bebtul panas haty bile ko x balik....alasan yg paling aku x leyh terima ..ko ngah exam..x mau kaco...ko dgr sini ea.....aku...extend paper exam aku tau 3 hary aku cuti....sbb mak je....kau??ko x balik pun...kenduri pun ko x balik.....aku bebetul terase haty dgn kau..maybe bagi kau org tua ue x penting..tapi ko ingt..ko lahir kat dunia nie kat umah dye...ko kene ingat tu!..n sejak tu jugak...kite mule makin renggang...saat kau balik.adalah saat yg paling aku x suke dlm dunia...bagi aku..kau teruslah duk kat sane..jgn balik....ko just mengingatkan aku pde dendam aku...aku tahu sume dendam nie just hasutan syaitan.....tapi aku hanye manusia lah bro..aku bukan malaikat...perasaan sakit haty...ntahla....aku manusia biase...aku bukan malaikat... jadi kalo name manusia..hal kecik haty mmg lah x lepas..hem....sume berubah lepas ue....then stu hary bile mase ko balik..aku,along,abg duha ajak nk g gunung lumut....budak2 kecik yg lain pun sume nk ikut.....tapi dtg ajak kau n akak kau....aku dapat maki dri ayah kau....alasan nye dh petg....padehal hary bru kul 4....aku x kan lupe hary ue...hary pertama dlm sejarah..aku jatuhkan airmate aku hnye kerana ditengking...ko nk tahu...akak,along,abg du...sume mkn haty ngan ayah kau mase ue..termasuk aku....sejak ue..perkara yg lebeyh baik untuk aku buat ialah jauhkan diri dari family kau...supaya aku sendiri x sakt haty..bukan aku sengaja nk buat..tapi perasaan aku yg x mau berdendam menyuruh aku supaye berbuat demikian...bagi aku skunk nie.....hal diri aku sendiri lagi penting dari ape yg aku alami skunk..ko nk buat ape...x nk balik....nk teruskan cite2 kau....lantak lah kau....jgn lah nanty kau jatuh...kau crik kitowang....sepupu kau..bnyk yg mkn haty dgn kau..n aku yakin..kalo nanti ko susah pun....ko x kan crik kitowang..ko kan ade sedare mare yg kaye raye....wat ape nk crik kitowang yg miskin nie....mungkin ini jugak faktor ko memndang rendah pade aku...ko ade ckp...

"aku dpt masuk pertandingan memanah kat sbp machang peringkat kebangsaan au...,pergh best giler...kalo aku duk sekolah biase aku mesti x dpt rase sume nie..."

 ko tau mase tue...aku baru sedar cm ne tahap kau menganggap aku.....aku sedar waktu tue....aku fhm lah sape kau sebenarnye.....ko nk tahu....aku dri f1 sampai f5..tiap2 tahun aku masuk pertandingan peringkat negeri...sijil aku berlambak...tapi aku x pernah ckp pape..sbb aku rase...buat ape nk ckp cm ue...mcm lah sume org phm..len lah budak yg high kuality cm ko...kan?n sejak ue....aku rase...haaaa..sudahlah dunia......ckp dgn org cm ko bukan ade gune..kite berbeza..aku sekolah bodo je...ko sekolah sbp.ranking no2 dlm tingkaatn...sapelah aku n dibandingkan dgn kau...dari hary ue..aku buat stu keyakinan dlm haty aku..aku nk beat kau untuk spm nie....kalo aku kalah pun...aku tahu kadar tahap aku kat ane..lagipun..aku just cabar diri aku supaye aku leyh luptkan semngt bukan2 nie dlm diri aku..kalo aku kalah pun..aku x kesah....aku just nk cabar diri aku je...moga kau bahagia dgn diri kau wahai sepupu ku yg x kenal sape sepupu kau..hem....moga kau berjaya dlm hidup kau..n TUHAN SYGKAN HIDUP KAU....SEPANJANG HAYAT...aq bukan nk memberontak....tapi just nk bagi tau..ape isi haty aku terhadap kau selame nie...kalo ko rase ape yg au ckp nie x betul...ko komen lah ye...aku nk ngk jugak ape pendpt yg ko boleyh bagi..yelah ko kan budak pandai...kau....tlglaaaaa.....jgn pernah kenal aku as sepupu kau....sbb aku x tau sakit haty nie bile nk baik....insyaAllah..kalo aku dh rawat haty aku nie...aku maafkan kau..buat mase skunk...x de jawapan....pergilah kau..jgn masuk n jgn pernah kenal aku....

ntah ape2 jelah aku...

salam sume...hyep2...lagi 2 paper je agi aku nk kene harung nie....sepupu2 aku yg lain bnyk dah tamat dah...bersonang lenang r dyowang skunk..aku je lom agi...argh..x kesah lah....janji peluang aku bertarung ade ag..hehhehee....make sure i can be the best this year..i dont care....hahaha.tamak nye....ni bukan tamak...ni namenye nk berusaha kearah lebeyh baik..hahaha...untuk diri kite apesalah nye kan..hahhah..rase semngt nk habes exam nie...tapi....lepas nie....terhide lah perhubungan aku ngan kawan2 aku...huuhuhuhu...cm ne lah nanti nk ganther..truly aku bakal miss dyowang nanti....kawan aku bukan sikit2 punye...ramai giler kot..huhuhuhu..harap lah aku boleyh kerja ngan maklong aku nant..ala cuci pinggan je pun boleyh...hahaha..janji aku x duk umah sensowang..bosan lah nanti...hahaha...kawan aku sowang dh berangkat ke sabah dh...dye bakal stay kat sane...his name is amzar..kawan aku dari form 1 agi...huhuhu...makin jauh plak kami nie..dulu dye kat kuantan je...skunk nie kat sbaha plak...adui....cm ne lah nk menyinggah t..hahhaha...apelaaa....huhuhu..x leyh wat ape laaa...dye lagi anak yg taat...tapi naseb baik dye ade pilih universiti kat semenanjung..harap2 lah boleyh gathered lagi cm dulu..huhuhu..rindu doe..dah setahun x jumpe dye..huhuhu...dah nak habes sekolah dah aku...gile x sangke..dulu aku rase..akulah manusia yg paling berhingus kat sekolah...tapi skunk nie..aku dah habes belajar dah...ntah apelah yg aku nk buat lepas nie..aku nak siapkan bace novel aku yg menimbun nie..lepas ue..aku nk siapkan cerpen dalam blog nie..tapi migght be mkn mase lah kot...then..aku ingt nk carik duitlaaaa...x mau duk umah..t aku jadi pemals...hahaha...apelaaa..aku nie bukan nye reti sgt nk bercampur dgn org nie....yg bukan aku kenal laaa..hahaha..ntah cm ne lah naseb aku nanti..nak amek lesen t....tapi ayah cm buat muke sepi jek..maybe duit kering kot....x kesah...bile2 pun aku boleyh amek lesen.....selagi aku cuti....aku xdelah nk desak ayah....dendiam sudah...t ayah tahu lah ape yg dye nk buat..kan..dye kan ayah...?mestilah dye tahu ape yan patut untuk aku selame cuti nie..kan3?hehehhe....x kesahlah..lagi bapejam aku akan mengahdap paper yg aku amat tgu...au nk mesej seseorang..tapi duit kosong...sbb sku baru je gune duit simpanan aku beli henfone baru...maklumlah henfon dah biol..kenelah beli fone baru...naseb ayah x marah hary ue..ala...aku beli yg kecik2 je...yg murah je...samsung...hhah...bagi aku comel...hehe...x heavy pun fone nie...lagi pun aku dah ade walkman...aku dah ade kamera...so..x perlunya aku ade gadget yang ade bende 2 ue sume...haha....fone ni simple je...tapi aku suke...untuk pompuan cm aku nie...berbaloi sikit lah kot..hasil duit aku...sbb ue aku suke..hahaha...kalo nk tau....duit aku beli fone nie..gune duit tabung au....aku kire2 duit syiling aku ade 100...
then ape lagi..transfer dit kertas lah.....haha..dpt 50 50...so..kakak aku balik...aku ingt nk belanje dye..tapi aku dah sampaikan hasrat aku nk beli fone baru...tanye dye jugak..takut kalo dye x setuju..tapi ngk dye ok je...aku pun.oklah...haha..then kitowang g lah ig shop...ngk fone ue..akak aku kate comel..so ape lagi..aku angkut r...haha..so skunk nie...aku lom bagi name kat fone nie....x tau nk bagi ape..haha..warne merah...besar tapak tgn je...hahaha....t aku bagi name lah...harap2 sesuai....hahhaa...haaaaa...